There is so much more at here than my vanity (which I surprisingly have very little of) I am a mom of 2 of the best kids ever and I want to be around to see them grow up.
I always say that you don't see old fat people that often. I don't want to be that person. I am going to try to post frequently, so even if no one reads this or ever sees it. At least I can be accountable in some way.
Today 04/21/2013 - I weigh 287 lbs. and I am only 5'5" tall. So yes i am a fat chick.
I get winded walking thru a parking lot, my heart races running up stairs. Everything in me wants to be satisfied at this weight and not try so I don't have to fail.
But I am failing by not trying at all.
So I will try to post my successes and failures here. And while i learn about this blogging thing, maybe i will learn to lose weight and learn more about myself.
Here we go...
not a before and after.. just me deep in thought. I am not ready for a before yet.
